More Handful

Golly have a kid is not that easy. I thought it will be less hassle when the kid is growing up but I'm dead wrong. While Nicole is growing up she is getting more handful each time. I don't know what to do anymore but seems it is hard to deal with sometimes cause she wants to do things on her own. How I wish I have any help from someone at day time of watching her. At her age is not afraid and getting braver as if there is no such thing is afraid of. Ugh! It really frustrates me sometimes. All I can do is long patience all the time!